…and you’re just like “I don’t know, I guess tomorrow when I walk out of my house I’ll just choose one from the swarm of guys that all come sprinting towards me.”
And some lady in Starbucks told me a I have beautiful eyes. Day.Made. Happy Friday to me!
Tonight it seriously hit me how much I miss riding, never mind Buttons. I just love her so much and all these stories I hear from my friends who are at the barn more than me just make me nauseous. My poor baby is being ridden by stupid inexperienced riders who don’t know shit and think that they know buttons when actually, no one knows her better than me so why don’t you just leave! Everytime I ask my friends how buttons is they just say “oh she’s ok.” So I ask why she’s just ok and that’s why. Cause she’s being ridden by idiots and no one knows how to handle her. I think this is her showing that she misses me and she knows who will let her get away with the shit I never would have! These stupid kids are teaching her bad habits and it’s such a waste cause she has soooooo much potential! It’s so sad! Shes clearly miserable! She just needs to be my horse and my horse only! No more bratty little kids who think it’s fun and games. While I was missing her and thinking all these thoughts it occurred to me that she will probably never be mine. And that’s one of my dreams is to own buttons. It can’t just be any horse it has to be buttons. Looking at the pictures of us at shows made me remember how we are a team and that it’s not just me. It’s me and buttons. It’s always been me and buttons. When I win, she wins. When I lose, she loses. We win and lose together. Thats what a team is all about. Learning and growing from every win and every loss. I always said how she is the love of my life and, looking at the big picture, she truly is. I may not have a boyfriend, but I always have buttons. She would never leave me, cheat on me, or hurt me in any way. Even when she acts up and I fall off and get hurt, I know she didn’t mean it and I can tell she feels bad. Anything she does is never intentional. She just makes a mistake and I cant hate her for it or hold it against her. Everyone makes mistakes, including horses. She needs her human to be there for her and I need my horse to be there for me. I can honestly say I would give almost anything just so she could be mine. Most people don’t understand or can’t relate cause they’re not horse people but you don’t need to be a horse person to understand love and compassion. She will always be my girl no matter what and I’ll always remember everything she’s ever given to me or taught me. ~Buttons Sunny Dee~ my horse, my teammate, my friend. <3
I’M GOING TO SEE EMAROSA IN FEBRUARY AND I’M VERY EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i clearly love them. it’s no big deal, really.
i’m also going to see the ready set (which will be super duper!), good charlotte (which should be ehh but still fun cause they always sing all their old stuff aka the good stuff) and all time low (which is always a party)!
p.s. jonny craig is amazing and you’re a complete moron if you don’t agree with me even slightly.
Where are all my hotties at?!
If you played with Barbies,
Slip N’ Slide,
Listened to the Backstreet Boys, Britney Spears, NSync and the Spice Girls
On Hit Clips, a Boom Box, or a Walkman,
Collected and traded Pokemon cards,
Wrote with Gel Pens,
Wore butterfly clips,
And Snap Bracelets,
And remember watching these guys:
You are a 90s kid.
Can it be 1999 again?!! This grown up shit is boring…
Want to hear a joke about my vagina? Actually, nevermind you won’t get it.
Yeah I threw a little antoine dodson in my single person I-hate-valentines-day rant.
Right on sista!
and you’re just like “I don’t know I guess tomorrow when I walk out of my house I’ll just choose one from the swarm of guys that all come running towards me.”
LOL, all the time.